Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Sometimes CHANGES are necessary

Changes are what a human tendancy is.By changing his habits,behaviour,life and work a man came into existence from a monkey which we call evolution.Now,the changes in the man got reduced and a person doesnt want to change his habits or behaviour.
  • 1st change:Talking about the changes,what i remember was that i used to be a silent person in my childhood.I was very much serious about my life and till class 6th i used to take things very seriously.
Since every change occurs because of an incident.So,when i was enjoying my summer holidays in Ranchi in 2001,i casually registered my name in KBC junior through a phone call.Well as i was knowing that many will be participating in that so it was very rare to get selected for it.But as everybody says "tera luck bahut achha hai" which i personally dont believe and also i want that nobody gets this "luck" which i m having.So,luckily i got selected for 2nd round and then for the third round and then was called to mumbai.
The recording of the show was on 8th june 2001,i reached mumbai on 7th night by flight.Well it was my second visit in that big city.There was traffic here and there and for me it was quite obvious that i was seeing dreams in that city of dreams.
The very next day a bus came and we were taken to the filmcity.The filmcity was the best place i had ever visited.There were sets of this and that film and you can imagine that you are in a wonderland.Since i was very happy and wanted to see Amitabh Bachhan(AB).So we entered the set and the other 9 contestants and I were taken to the make-up room.My mind was full of dreams.After this we were given the places in the fastest finger first seat and instructions were given.
When AB came all the participants were amazed and wanted to shake hands with him.He came to us one by one and then shaked his hand with us.That time i was feeling proud and was on the top of the world.The game started,and for the first question i missed by 1 second.I was very much depressed after that and when the second chance came i couldnt even answer the question.Now i broke down and started feeling that i m a looser and had lost everything.
After this the next day i came back to home and the very next day jaundice attacked me.
In this period i realised the importance of life and after that 3 months i changed myself.I used to smile always,became unserious about averything except studies(wo bhi till vlass XII) and became cool tension free person.
  • 2nd change:From starting i was quite irresponsible kinda person.Even at starting i dont care what should i wear.Things changed when i came to college and that to when our 4th semester was going.In 1st,2nd and 3rd semesters it was damn sure that my name will be mentioned in the short attendance list.But i dont know(or rather dont want to tell) what happened to me in 4th semester that i started going to college and attended the classes.I became responsible,was writing notes and even was doing my lab work more sincerely.And the last thing to be changed was the habit my orkutting.It was much realxing that i deleted my account.

This was done so that i can deviate my mind to myself and further changes which could improve me and i want to thanx the person or incident which god created because of whom this changes took place.

P.S. : life gets boring after 11 because of kaushal,gaurav and jai :( .

P.S. :Cheering for KKR in the season-2 of IPL.

P.S. :O.S the worst subject in 4th sem.

P.S. :Had a fight wid parents,told them "i will not marry".

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