I,Sneha and past 4 months

Past 4 months i havent written any post,havent studied anything and havent even tried for anything.Most of the people will think that I shall be in love or committed but its not like that.For the first time in my 20 years i am getting bored by my own routine,behaviour and attitude towards other.But the news is that "I M NOT GOING TO CHANGE MYSELF".This message is for everyone and for Miss Sneha(name changed) also.

Ya! my crush which she thinks and my love which i think.I dun know what is happening now or what will happen,since because of my attitude nobody thinks that i love her ....so never mind i dun have any problem.

Sneha,uhh. i had crush on her since 1st year which turned to love frm my side and since i revealed that thing to her in my 4th sem ,all ended up slowly between us and now she is even not interested in talking to me.

She just appears to be like my mother and her nature is what i always dreamed to be in my partner.She is a soft spoken and very caring person which i came to know after that 14hrs which we spent together.
But as usual everyone says its my mistake for our relationship and i dont seem to agree with that since I never ever had thought anything wrong about her or ditching her after sometime.
Some or the other way i thought that she could understand my situation and i can share everything with her.
But for now everything ends frm her side but my philosophy is still being optimistic for her.



P.S. :I still love her and this time its true.
P.S. :Will study from Tuesday and that sure this time.
P.S. :Still missing Krishanu,Peri and Avesh......abe want a get together.
P.S. :This blog again started after i read "Ofcourse I Love U...Till i find Someone Better"
P.S. :When my room partners will stop studying and will stop giving me tension.
P.S. :Dont ask who is "Sneha"