At last i got one day which was more or less good for me..It was Saturday and as usual i got up late at 9:50.Jai asked me the same question which i always tried to ignore,ki y i dont sleep at night.The question's answer is simple "my frustration doesnt allows me to sleep",but who wants to explain this to friends.
Going to class isnt that much difficult to me but some how i want to bunk the classes.But to avoid more questions i went to class.In class,I was busy in writing the book of mine and everyone else were discussing something and our teacher was teaching something else.In engineering colleges you will find 2-3% of class who listens to teacher.Snaha wasnt there at class so my mind was also not there in class and after 2 periods i went to hostel.
Since i have to go to cuttack for jersey purpose i somehow managed one bike for myself.
There were 6 people who were going to cuttack and with me it was sudipto.We went there gave orders ,seen barabati stadium,ate dahi bada and just came back at 8 pm.
The perfect day ended without friends and without Sneha and also without my frustration.Because i wanted to be alone....
P.S. : chose real madrid away jersey
P.S. :will study from monday,thats sure this time.
P.S. :frustration is growing ..
P.S. :dun kno what to do next
P.S. :my book story continues
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
The Unluckiest Person I had ever seen - Mike
This is the funniest and most interesting part of my blog(though I am not feeling well and today i had cried also and missing Sneha).
My room mate Mayank Kumar or Mike which we call him is always involved in cases which he does first time or unknowingly was a part of it.Since meetting with him there are 2 cases which i came across being a room mate.
It was a fine morning and that day we had our examor rather we had our mid sem of ADIS.During Midsems we dont study a lot or i can say just 3-4 hrs study and then got to exam hall with all help i.e. "chithha" or "chit " which used to help us during the toilet time in examination.Mishra(my other roomy or so called X-roomy) and Mike havent studied well and Mike thought of skipping the examination.But somehow he went to give the exam the other day taking the "chithha" along with him.After entering the college building he just planned to shift the position of the paper from his pockets to the socks.when he was doing this crap one of the faculty member sees him doing this ,Samresh Sir,he caught him red handed and searched all his places.After being caught Mike just doesnt want to give the examination and he headed towards the hostel.In the midway he met Mishra and Mishra took him to the examination hall.After this what happened was just cant be imaginable.Samresh Sir was the invigilator in that room and in the total examination time he was just standing beside Mike.And for poor Mike he had no other option but to write the examination.
The other one happened today and that is not describable.
P.S. :Not feeling well today...feel like crying all the time....missing Sneha very much in my life.
P.S. :Read "I Too Had a Love Story",its awesome......cried reading it.
P.S. :Arsenal won again and we too against 4th year.. and that to 2-0 same.
P.S. :CSA assignments mil gaya .......dun have any idea about it.
My room mate Mayank Kumar or Mike which we call him is always involved in cases which he does first time or unknowingly was a part of it.Since meetting with him there are 2 cases which i came across being a room mate.
It was a fine morning and that day we had our examor rather we had our mid sem of ADIS.During Midsems we dont study a lot or i can say just 3-4 hrs study and then got to exam hall with all help i.e. "chithha" or "chit " which used to help us during the toilet time in examination.Mishra(my other roomy or so called X-roomy) and Mike havent studied well and Mike thought of skipping the examination.But somehow he went to give the exam the other day taking the "chithha" along with him.After entering the college building he just planned to shift the position of the paper from his pockets to the socks.when he was doing this crap one of the faculty member sees him doing this ,Samresh Sir,he caught him red handed and searched all his places.After being caught Mike just doesnt want to give the examination and he headed towards the hostel.In the midway he met Mishra and Mishra took him to the examination hall.After this what happened was just cant be imaginable.Samresh Sir was the invigilator in that room and in the total examination time he was just standing beside Mike.And for poor Mike he had no other option but to write the examination.
The other one happened today and that is not describable.
P.S. :Not feeling well today...feel like crying all the time....missing Sneha very much in my life.
P.S. :Read "I Too Had a Love Story",its awesome......cried reading it.
P.S. :Arsenal won again and we too against 4th year.. and that to 2-0 same.
P.S. :CSA assignments mil gaya .......dun have any idea about it.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Nikhil...My lab mate
Sneha is just sitting in front of me and the crap i m doing is writing blog in my lab.And yes i m staring her not talking and nothing.Sometimes there is an eye contact and then we see here and there.And talking about lab this cannot be completed by describing about my lab mate.
Well my lab mate another one whose name is Nikhil and ya in this group of 4 people three of them are nikhil but since 1st semester this Nikhil Mohapatra is with me in every lab and thats the most important reason that i had done nothing in these three years in lab work.But some how his nature is same as mine since we both dont want to study at all and just passing comments on the toppers or teachers or sometime we will be seen together talking some shit.One of the best advantage is that there is no girl in our group thats why we do all type of crap and nonsense in lab.He does want to study but then he doesnt do it since he is also in the search of the same person who i m searching since my birth "THE CREATOR OF STUDIES".
Well by seeing him u cant say that this boy hav the freakiest of minds but when u talk all those will start coming frm his heart.A complete ladkibaaj(ya that term was coined by me when i was in class 8th).But one thing is sure he is very freindly and very honest from his heart.He will do anything for u when u will be in ur hard times and yes he has got a golden heart.
well two more years to spend with him and there will be more of Nikhilism from him.
P.S. :Thus C.G. lab is just boring.
P.S. :The new season started and that Arsenal won by 6-1 :)
P.S. :Sneha is looking awsome as usual and ya i feel angry on her.
P.S. :my group mates as usual watching some movie
Well my lab mate another one whose name is Nikhil and ya in this group of 4 people three of them are nikhil but since 1st semester this Nikhil Mohapatra is with me in every lab and thats the most important reason that i had done nothing in these three years in lab work.But some how his nature is same as mine since we both dont want to study at all and just passing comments on the toppers or teachers or sometime we will be seen together talking some shit.One of the best advantage is that there is no girl in our group thats why we do all type of crap and nonsense in lab.He does want to study but then he doesnt do it since he is also in the search of the same person who i m searching since my birth "THE CREATOR OF STUDIES".
Well by seeing him u cant say that this boy hav the freakiest of minds but when u talk all those will start coming frm his heart.A complete ladkibaaj(ya that term was coined by me when i was in class 8th).But one thing is sure he is very freindly and very honest from his heart.He will do anything for u when u will be in ur hard times and yes he has got a golden heart.
well two more years to spend with him and there will be more of Nikhilism from him.
P.S. :Thus C.G. lab is just boring.
P.S. :The new season started and that Arsenal won by 6-1 :)
P.S. :Sneha is looking awsome as usual and ya i feel angry on her.
P.S. :my group mates as usual watching some movie
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I,Sneha and past 4 months
Past 4 months i havent written any post,havent studied anything and havent even tried for anything.Most of the people will think that I shall be in love or committed but its not like that.For the first time in my 20 years i am getting bored by my own routine,behaviour and attitude towards other.But the news is that "I M NOT GOING TO CHANGE MYSELF".This message is for everyone and for Miss Sneha(name changed) also.
Ya! my crush which she thinks and my love which i think.I dun know what is happening now or what will happen,since because of my attitude nobody thinks that i love her ....so never mind i dun have any problem.
Sneha,uhh. i had crush on her since 1st year which turned to love frm my side and since i revealed that thing to her in my 4th sem ,all ended up slowly between us and now she is even not interested in talking to me.
She just appears to be like my mother and her nature is what i always dreamed to be in my partner.She is a soft spoken and very caring person which i came to know after that 14hrs which we spent together.
But as usual everyone says its my mistake for our relationship and i dont seem to agree with that since I never ever had thought anything wrong about her or ditching her after sometime.
Some or the other way i thought that she could understand my situation and i can share everything with her.
But for now everything ends frm her side but my philosophy is still being optimistic for her.
P.S. :I still love her and this time its true.
P.S. :Will study from Tuesday and that sure this time.
P.S. :Still missing Krishanu,Peri and Avesh......abe want a get together.
P.S. :This blog again started after i read "Ofcourse I Love U...Till i find Someone Better"
P.S. :When my room partners will stop studying and will stop giving me tension.
P.S. :Dont ask who is "Sneha"
Ya! my crush which she thinks and my love which i think.I dun know what is happening now or what will happen,since because of my attitude nobody thinks that i love her ....so never mind i dun have any problem.
Sneha,uhh. i had crush on her since 1st year which turned to love frm my side and since i revealed that thing to her in my 4th sem ,all ended up slowly between us and now she is even not interested in talking to me.
She just appears to be like my mother and her nature is what i always dreamed to be in my partner.She is a soft spoken and very caring person which i came to know after that 14hrs which we spent together.
But as usual everyone says its my mistake for our relationship and i dont seem to agree with that since I never ever had thought anything wrong about her or ditching her after sometime.
Some or the other way i thought that she could understand my situation and i can share everything with her.
But for now everything ends frm her side but my philosophy is still being optimistic for her.
P.S. :I still love her and this time its true.
P.S. :Will study from Tuesday and that sure this time.
P.S. :Still missing Krishanu,Peri and Avesh......abe want a get together.
P.S. :This blog again started after i read "Ofcourse I Love U...Till i find Someone Better"
P.S. :When my room partners will stop studying and will stop giving me tension.
P.S. :Dont ask who is "Sneha"
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